Thursday, April 17, 2008

missing him...

first time saye ditinggalkan opie... alamak! mcm skrip drama swasta lak! hehehehe... tapi betul la... before this saye je selalu tinggal dia... roadtour dgn suria la, pegi jakarta la, s'pore la & byk tempat lagila... bayangkan last year, baru 10 hari declared & changed our status from "single" to "in a relationship", saye dah tinggal dia pegi s'pore attended Anugerah Planet Music (APM)... then, lepas tu byk kali jugak weekend dia ditinggalkan sebab saye busy dengan event Suria FM... but this time, opie lak pegi outstation... dia ada shootting... walaupun tak jauh, dekat melaka je, tapi dia kena stay kat sana sampai jumaat... sabtu ahad, cuti so blh balik kl tapi isnin & selasa dia kena pegi sana balik & stay there for another 1 night... baru saye rasa apa yang dia rasa before this bila ditinggalkan... :( rasa sayu, sedih, tak happy, lost, rindu, semua ada... tapi don't worry! keje tetap jalan... cuma rasa lain sbb selalunya every night lepas abis keje, mesti gi dinner ngan dia, cma this time pandai2la nak hidup... hehehehe....

bagi menghilangkan rasa bosan nak balik umah awal, saye pegi lepak2 dgn abby (baini khairi), my bestfriend forever (BFF)... amik dia kat umah dia, then kitorg gi makan nasi kukus dekat kedai area umah dia je... lama tak jumpa, byk benda yg kitorg sembangkan... dari kedai makan, bersambung ke umah dia sampai kul 11.30 malam. hajat di hati tak nak balik lagi, but i have to. nanti bising lak mama kat umah! macam2 yg saye dgn abby bersembang... semua benda, cakap je apa... hampir semua cerita yg dah lama simpan, abis semua keluar malam tadi... to tell u frankly, abby is the most understandable friend of mine... diala antara 2 org kawan saye yg akan saye call utk kongsi semua cerita whether cerita happy or not... dah lama kitorg kawan since study kat uitm lagi. if i'm not mistaken tahun 2001... ye ke? betul kot... hehehehehe... walaupun kitorg jarang2 jumpa, tapi the bond is still there... love u yang!

esok lak, second day opie takde... so, saye nak gi jumpa my other BFF, that is Aziz Laikar... nak discuss dgn dia about my engagement which is coming somewhere in august... he is the planner!

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